sunshine418

sunshine418 @ 2007-09-17T13:14:00

2007-09-17T17:15:49Z

So college.

I have no idea if I'm doing this right, but I guess I'll find out when I pass or fail at life. I love my classes and MSU in general is pretty fun.

Buuut my brain action is always going and I'm not sure what to do sometimes. Mmm vague.

k.bye.

sunshine418 @ 2006-12-04T19:15:00

2006-12-04T23:15:54Z

Snow, finally. I love it. One step closer to Christmas & one step closer to break & one step closer to up north. Wonderful.
In other news, I got a blood test today to finally put the pregnancy rumors to rest. Just kidding.. But it did hurt, which was weird because usually they aren't supposed to. I guess it just depends on who you get. I really need to start getting into college, but lets not talk about that. Boy oh boy, I love Christmas.. a lot. Our tree kind of toppled today, but I put my woodsman skills into action and helped my mom fix it.

abrupt ending

and..

bye.

sunshine418 @ 2006-11-29T17:32:00

2006-11-29T21:32:51Z

Ohh boy. Senior year is supposed to be fun, but for the most part it has only been stressssssing me out so far. Don't get me wrong, there have been some really cool moments... like the dances and going to Kairos.. even thinking about where I want to go to school for the next four years can be fun. (When the whole applying thing is over) I still have to audition to most of the schools I've applied to and the question as to whether I want to get a BA or a BFA is still on my mind. BUT there's the good part: I know whatever is meant to happen will happen.. courtesy of the big guy upsatairs. : ) Since I can't really write stuff that I want to on this bad boy, I think I'm just going to keep it simple. I really like tea again. It's kind of funny because now my whole family is drinking it (even my dad). Maybe I started a trend? I like to think so.

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from here to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

And miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

My new favorite song.

4:25 am

2006-09-04T08:51:08Z

It's kind of been a while huh.

Jen and I just got back from up north around midnight tonight, but we decided to pull an all nighter and get some college stuff done.. even though we have spent more time looking at pictures and messing around on myspace... i guess it's all just to avoid the inevitable. Well, we did get some stuff done.

Up North was really fun.. it was just a lot of tanning and wal-marts, but that's what up north is supposed to consist of right? We were a little bummed that our buds had to miss out, but I'm sure we'll be able to fit in a few up north weekends if the weather stays nice for a little while longer.

School starts on Wednesday, but I have to go in on Tuesday for M&M to help the transfer girls.. I can't believe it was just last year that I was the one freaking out about going to a new school where I didn't know anyone. Time changes everything. I am sooo excited for this year and spending time with my friends. There is so much to be excited for this year and I'm really glad I ended up at Mercy. It was such a tough decision to decide to change schools and an even tougher one deciding where to go.. I was so close to going to other schools, but I know I wouldn't have been as happy anywhere else. See, everything happens for a reason.. I just have to keep that in mind when thinking about colleges.

I can't believe this summer is almost over.. It was fun to say the least. However, it's probably best not to go into details.

The first Mercy dance is this Friday and I'm determined to go and get as many people as I can to wear our 80's soph-semi dresses. (You have to wear it if you want to get into my house after the dance, I'm making it a rule). Homecoming is right around the corner too. I'm on CC's court so those boys better pull through and vote for me. Jen and I already started shopping for spirit week stuff... so we are pretty pumped about that too.

The End.

sunshine418 @ 2006-06-20T16:29:00

2006-06-20T20:33:38Z

so i will officially be bored for the next month

visit me..please

sincerely,
cara marie

sunshine418 @ 2006-04-27T20:41:00

2006-04-28T00:43:56Z

tomorrow is friday..
yay!

but i don't think my parents are going to let me to to d-town, we'll see.

<3

sunshine418 @ 2006-04-23T21:24:00

2006-04-24T01:24:52Z

asdfghjkl

Spring break is officially over, but in the big scheme of things we only have like a month of school left..like 30 days-ish...

<3

sunshine418 @ 2006-04-18T15:06:00

2006-04-18T19:11:24Z

oh dear,
im 17
&& I'm going to see death cab tonight

i'm officially complete

; )

sunshine418 @ 2006-03-02T19:39:00

2006-03-03T00:59:30Z

Sooo, I guess I should start with Valentine's Day. Let's just say it involved heart shaped hamburgers and some very cool people. Since none of us had dates exactly, Jen, Tessa, Priya, and I decided that heart shaped hamburgers and Cold Stone would be the perfect combo for V-day 2006. It was pretty awesome, especially the random pictures in downtown Plymouth with "mom hats". I'll have to put some of those on here, but I kind of don't have the link right now so we'll get back to those later. P.S. We also got on 89X, after many failed attemps to get on radio disney...those bastards.

The following Friday night, Jen and I decided it would be a good time to visit the love of our lives, Bridget. So we made a day out of it and went to Briarwood before, then UofM.. then other assorted activities that should not find themselves listed on livejournal.com. I must say it was probably one of the most fun nights ever.. and most needed. Hopefully there will be more of them.

Last weekend I went to Winterfest at GR with Maryann. That was fun. Then Saturday I went to Northville's Cabaret (sp?). That was a rough night. After, Gon and I drove to A2 with the appropriate soundtrack that represented our recent events. After that, the night got better.

okay, I kind of have to go so I'll do more later.

<3
Cara

sunshine418 @ 2006-02-25T13:50:00

2006-02-25T18:51:00Z

I promise I'll update soon. kbye.

sunshine418 @ 2006-02-11T12:04:00

2006-02-11T17:14:37Z

This week is going to be rough. It's Saturday, I know, but i have so much to do.. most of it because of school. I've been "going out too much" so my parents are kinda cracking down.

6am, day after Christmas
I throw some clothes on in the dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
The world is sleeping
I am numb
Up the stairs to her apartment
She is balled up on the couch
Her mom and dad went down to Charlotte
They're not home to find us out
And we drive
Now that I have found someone
I'm feeling more alone
Than I ever have before
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
They call her name at 7:30
I pace around the parking lot
Then I walk down to buy her flowers
And sell some gifts that I got
Can't you see
It's not me you're dying for
Now she's feeling more alone
Than she ever has before
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm heading nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
As weeks went by
It showed that she was not fine
They told me "Son, it's time
To tell the truth"
And she broke down
And I broke down
'Cause I was tired of lying
Driving back to her apartment
For the moment we're alone
She's alone
I'm alone
Now I know it
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Off the coast and I'm heading nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

sunshine418 @ 2006-02-05T15:08:00

2006-02-05T20:20:56Z

well ,
i'm kinda at a loss for words.
tiny vessels finally came true.

ps last night was fun.
and very much needed

sunshine418 @ 2006-01-17T16:29:00

2006-01-17T21:42:24Z

hey,

Soo... The new semester started today. I was kind of sad to see the old classes go because I am still the new girl and therefore know like 10 people in my entire school. Okay, so a little more than 10, but you know. I also have harder classes this semester and I'm considering dropping my 4th hour lit class because I am in 2 lit classes and that's a little too hardcore for me. We'll see though maybe it'll be a blast.

I got to hang out with Theresa last night which was fun. We saw Last Holiday and then went to champ's. I soon realized a few minutes into that movie that it was primarily meant for those people of another color. It was pretty funny though. Theresa is one of the most mellow people I know and I've known her since kindergartin so it's always awesome to hang out with her (which is not too common). There is definately something to be said about best friends that you have known since about forever.

Okay so I kinda have to run...

bye.

trans

2006-01-09T01:59:45Z

i guess what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
i guess you have to figure that out the hard way
i don't think deep thoughts should find their home on livejournal
therefore this journal has not been in use for a long time, but maybe that should change
DCFC trans album gets better with age
i secretly got it to be cool but then fell in love with it and with death cab that was the summer before last i believe
the song tiny vessesls scares me because i dont want that song to be about me
i really want a koala bear

sincerely,
cara M bosco

sunshine418 @ 2005-11-23T20:36:00

2005-11-24T01:45:32Z

oh goodness..

Well, my voice completely went out today. I thought it was just because it was the morning, so you know your voice is wierd because you were sleeping. .. but then I figured out it wasn't coming back. Kind of bad timing , but that's okay because I got to skip school today. (it was only a half day anyways)

I went with my cousin to this makeup studio because she had a lesson as a birthday present from us. It was really interesting and she looked super pretty. We both got a lot of makeup out of the deal because my mom was feeling generous I guess.

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. It kind of like the appetizer for Christmas. I like seeing the family, but I'm actually not a big fan of the food. We are going to my grandma's house this year so that should be interesting. We usually have it at our house or my aunt's, but my grandpa has been a wee bit feeble these days so we are taking the party to him.

I got the cutest ring tone on my phone.

PS Gon got me amazing hair clips.. as well as other cool things.

sunshine418 @ 2005-11-20T20:01:00

2005-11-21T01:03:01Z

i no longer like the season of fall.
sincerely,
Cara M Bosco
Amen

sunshine418 @ 2005-11-11T16:58:00

2005-11-11T22:07:02Z

So...

Today is Friday! I didn't realize that last night. What a wonderful surprise! Guess who I'm hanging out with tonight!! My Ladywood girls!! (That I haven't seen in FOREVER) How exciting!! Tomorrow I have to go get family portrait pictures taken. That's a major bummer and I'm pretty much NOT looking forward to it. It's at one so that kinda screws up my day. Which is a bummer in itself because I was supposed to have a really cute day that is now not going to happen.. well maybe in the near future, but not tomorrow.

Oh you know what I just remembered!! This is going to be a three day weekend beacause I don't have school on Monday!! Score!

It makes me happy... 3rd and final update for today

2005-10-25T02:36:53Z

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1. You have taught me all the essential phrases/slang in life, from cheep cheep cheep to 5 finger shopping to..the po-po's and polocks.
2. In da closet...on the fifth floor, my phone's on vibrate, vibrate, vibrate...white oleander reminds me of you too, and fame!
3. Cherry with whipped cream because thats your moms fav jenny craig dessert
4. shimina shimina shimina himina skeet skeet ba donk a donk party boy. Horny and dildo. "Mom, Lauren got her period today!" Off roading in the golf cart, 4 mile walks up north and NO-BAKES. And back in the day when we went driving with your bro and we thought we were so kickass (well at least I did)
5. Field hockey conditioning, we were running buddies.
6. Peanut!
7. When's the last time you cried in front of tabe? And what do you do after school and what do you eat for lunch?

sunshine418 @ 2005-10-24T21:59:00

2005-10-25T01:59:21Z

We Laugh Indoors- death cab

When we laugh indoors, the blissful tones bounce off the walls and fall to the ground.
Peel the hardwood back to let them loose from decades trapped and listen so still.
This city is my home, construction noise all day long and gutter punks are bumming change.
So i breed thicker skin and let me lustrous coat fill in and i'll never admit that
I loved you guenivere.

I've always fallen fast with too much trust in the promise that
"no one's ever been here, so you can quell those wet fears."
I want purity, i must have it here right now.
But don't you get me started now.

December's chill comes late, the days get darker and we wait for this direness to pass.
There are piles on the floor of artifacts from dresser drawers, and i'll help you pack.

sunshine418 @ 2005-10-24T21:47:00

2005-10-25T01:48:07Z

Man oh man.. Lauren and I went on a little adventure tonight through A town. It was fun and currrazy. We documented the whole event with many beautiful pictures from our random nature path walk thing. There was no place to parrk... or so it seemed. Then we found a place in this little neighborhood by a dead end. There were really awesome train tracks and a river/pond. The leaves were pretty too. So after that awesome adventure we went to Zingerman's. That was really fun too. We ate there and split a carrot cake.. I'm still a little bummed that they didn't have their awesome cheesecake that brings back horrible memories from the 3rd grade. Anyways, after that we went home, but it was a fun night.

I studied for anatomy for a whole like 55 minutes! That's pretty hardcore.. but only phase one of my studying regime.

mmmkbye.

sunshine418 @ 2005-10-18T21:02:00

2005-10-19T01:11:00Z

hey <3 there

Death Cab was amazing!! We met 3/4 of them after the show. It was so awesome. I have pictures, but I haven't put them on a photo cd yet. ( I lost the cord to connect my camera to the computer)
They sounded really good. It didn't sound concert(y) -in the bad- way at all. That whole night was so fun.

So I'm pretty much kicking school in the ass right now. I think I have a higher gpa now then I did when I was a frosh. I better not jinx myself though, because I think the last couple tests I took haven't been too lovely.

The play has been rumored to be sold out.. so I'm a wee bit worried about trying to get tickets.

And that's about it

I'll follow you into the dark

2005-10-13T00:15:08Z

oh my,

School is good. I only had two full days this week. Today was a half day and tomorrow is too. Friday I don't have school.. how amazing. Friday = death cab (<3) I'm soooo excited, you have no idea.

Anyways,

Has anyone else noticed that it hasn't been sunny for like a week? It's kind of depressing, but fall-ish at the same time. It also rains almost every morning. I haven't seen Breakfast Club in a long time. I should jump on that one. I have nothing compelling to write in here. I'm actually making an effort to think of something that all of you should know, but nothing comes to mind. Oh, go to a corn maze, they are cute. There's one by my house, it's pretty bitchin'. It would make a good date too. Umm, let's see. I got my car! It's pretty amazing. It's a 1984 taurus thats gray with these artsy rust marks. One door is blue and the other is red. It also came with pink fuzzy dice, and a nasty little roach problem. Pimp my ride.

That was a joke. I got an envoy denali, it's pretty.

Oh man, I'm too bored for my own good. I should do homework, but I'm so not motivated... Thank you Gon, for rubbing off on me. I should learn how to knit, that would be amazing. I could knit all my friends mittens for Christmas. That would be so homey.

kbye.

sunshine418 @ 2005-09-27T20:12:00

2005-09-28T00:15:48Z

Well..

The pageant was fun, but I didn't win.. what an outrage. However, there is always next year and I plan on doing pageants until I win one of those bastards.

Homecoming was sooo much fun. It was nice seeing everyone again and Denise's hc pictures make me instantly happy.

There are about 108342934729837429743298742983749277499900 and a half things going on right now. The busyness isn't always a bad thing.

<3

Fall needs to hurry up

2005-09-09T20:20:33Z

I just realized there is so much I don't write in this thing. Maybe I should start.. maybe I shouldn't. hm.

How about school..
I like Mercy a lot. They give you so much freedom to do what you want. It has turned out to be way more lax than I thought. (in a good way) We still aren't in uniform. I get to wear my juicy sweats to school. <3 I miss my ladywood friends sooo much though. It's wierd going from a school where you know your whole class to one where you know next to no one. The seniors are really sweet at Mercy and I am reaquainted with one of my Jr. High friends, so I can't complain.. too much.

I have the Miss Teen Michigan pageant coming up...
Its Sept. 15-17. I get to miss Thursday and Friday at school. I still need to get a dress. Ahh. That has never been a huge problem though, dresses are fun. I am worried my bathing suit won't come in the mail in time. I hope all the stuff Don Baker taught me will come in handy.. or that I remember it all. I will.

Guess what! I'm Alice in Dorothy Meets Alice at the Ann Arbor Civic Theater. I'm so excited. The shows are in early November. (Alice in Wonderland is my favorite disney movie)

Umm, I think that is about it.

sunshine418 @ 2005-08-22T23:59:00

2005-08-23T04:12:53Z

Oh boy,
I can't believe summer is gone. Everyone has pretty much started school already or will start tomorrow. I start Wednesday. Tomorrow is my last day.. can you believe that!? I kind of lost the nervous feeling of having to start at a new school. I'm just glad I'm not going back to Ladywood. I really feel like I left at the right time. I really do miss everyone though. Minus the teachers, staff, and the nunnery of course. I wish I knew more people at Mercy, but what's wrong with starting fresh.. right? Well, that's definately enough about school.

I finally made a myspace. Those things are taking over. It seems like livejournal is empty now. No one comments or writes as much as in the past, pre-myspace. Maybe no one has anything to say anymore.. I doubt it.

I can't wait until the fall. I just like that weather better. It's more relaxing. The summer is more high strung.

My parents are finally letting me drive more.. even though I've had my license for 2 or 3 weeks. That's a plus. I still haven't shopped for my car yet.

I had a really fun night. <3